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I spent a recent weekend looking through old files\u2014deciding what to keep and what to throw away.  I\u2019m a bit of a packrat, and for many years I\u2019ve kept old papers in the hope that I might use them again some day.  But last weekend I was ruthless\u2014I figured if I haven\u2019t touched it in 20 years, it\u2019s safe to toss it out.  Notes from an old college class?  Old drafts of an article written in 1990?  Gone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I also came across some keepers, like the medical records from the birth of our daughters, encouraging notes Merry and I have received, and handwritten letters from my grandparents, Pete and Florence Perisich, who have been dead now for many years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This brief trip down memory lane reminded me of how much my life has changed during my years of marriage. And yet, no matter how much has changed, it seems like I\u2019ve been learning many of the same lessons over and over again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Merry and I never really had a normal dating relationship during our courtship.  I lived in Southern California and she was serving with Campus Crusade for Christ on college campuses in Illinois and Nebraska.  We communicated through letters and long late-night phone calls, and saw each other periodically for a week at a time.  So when she moved out to California about three months before our wedding, I wasn\u2019t prepared for the adjustment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I had enjoyed an independent life as a single.  If I wanted to drive into Los Angeles or to the beach on a weekend, I\u2019d just do it.  I liked spending time alone.  With Merry now living only a mile away, I was expected to make her a priority and spend time with her every day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Our relationship was bumpy during those last few months of our engagement.  I remember one afternoon when we went on a picnic with other people from my office, and at the end Merry said I had ignored her the entire time.  I was clueless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But I adjusted.  Romans 12:10 tells us, \u201cBe devoted to one another in brotherly love; give preference to one another in honor.\u201d  I learned I had to be willing for God to cut away a portion of my independence in order to make our relationship work.  I needed to set my own desires aside.  And once I did that, I realized that what I gave up paled next to the blessings I received in return: A lover and companion who stuck with me despite all my faults \u2026 a relationship far deeper than I would have imagined \u2026 the security of knowing that someone will always be there for me \u2026 and much more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My pruning didn\u2019t end there, however.  When each of our two daughters, Bethany and Missy, were born, I found myself working through the same difficulty.  I needed to give away more and more independence because of my parenting responsibilities.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I remember when Bethany was three, and Merry was pregnant with Missy.  For much of that pregnancy Merry was house-bound from nausea, and I did nearly everything to keep the family going\u2014all the cooking, shopping, and cleaning.  On some days I took Bethany to day care, and on others I came home for two-hour lunches so Merry could rest.  (I was fortunate to have an understanding boss.)  On Thanksgiving, I cooked a complete traditional meal\u2014and was the only one to eat because Merry was sick and Bethany wasn\u2019t hungry!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At times I would be tempted to grumble \u2026  Why can\u2019t I just have some time for myself?<\/em>  I would again make a choice to embrace the life God had given me rather than complain about losing more of my independence.  And once I made that choice, I would realize how much better my life was because I was willing to set aside my own desires.  What can compare to the look on a little girl\u2019s face when you return home after a day at the office, or the joy of watching that little girl mature into a woman?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It sounds so basic, yet to me choices like these are at the heart of what makes a marriage work.  It\u2019s two people giving up something for the better of the whole.  That\u2019s what it means to become one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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